#TheSW30: Day 7--New & Improved

Ah this question......where to begin??? Well, for starters, feel free to go check out last year's post by going to the link I posted in day 6's post. However, if you ain't got time for all that lol, you can also click here. Now, question time! 
Where You Are in Your Life vs. Where You Thought You Would Be
  • Where I thought I'd be in life: working as a registered nurse in a hospital, living in my own place, in a loving relationship with a wonderful man, in the best shape of my life, active social life

  • Where I actually am in life: working overnights at Walmart--but I am a licensed registered nurse actively seeking a job, living at home repaying student loans, not a fan of being single , overweight (by idk how much specifically), not exactly an 'active' social life, deep love for writing/music/makeup, three degrees under my belt before the age of 25
So, as you see from this good list, I met a portion of one of the goals I had set for myself. Part of me is very unsettled about the whole situation because I'm nowhere near the girl I dreamed up in my mind as a child. But, a part of me is also okay with it because that means I have another chance to strive towards not only those goals, but also many more (Which of the two is greater, I can't really say. The playing field is fairly leveled out).  Maybe the reason I haven't met many of my preset goals is due to the universe wanting to give me way more than I could ever imagine. But with me being the stubborn person I am, I have a hard time fully relinquishing control completely. I'm human, what can I say??

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